Get up off this couch. You've got to.
Why?
People are depending on you. Katie is. Katie is going to a bad situation today, and your clean home will provide succor to her, as well as any potential guests.
Nobody cares. I want it but it isn't worth it. Some invisible force holds me down, mental instead of magic. Black despair covers me like a blanket.... I drink more diet coke, turn on a television show I'm hoping will help me shake it off, and try again.
Don't you want a clean house? You don't mind doing it. You used to enjoy it. Used to like being useful, keeping your home as a woman's home ought. Serving your heart. You didn't even have to think about it.
You're worthless. Can't even bring yourself to a land where you could find peace and magic, why do you deserve to get up off this couch? Aren't you sick of disappointing people? Even if they come, they aren't coming for you. They're coming for Katie.
None of that's true. You've got to. You have to.
So what? Lay on the couch and eat yourself into a coma. It doesn't matter. None of it matters. You carry shame and awful choices, and trying to make it up isn't any good. Worthless.
Have to. Want to!
Piece of shit. Hopeless from birth, almost. You're a copy of a copy. Your pancreas couldn't wait to fail on you. You're fat. You deserve the filth.
I have to. I have to. I have to try.
Saturday, February 27, 2016
Friday, February 26, 2016
Wild: Drink it to the dregs before you'll recognize its poison, but you still call me a fool
- *smile twitches* And, as a writer, I'm always looking for a good villain to write. Who better than a corrupt politician?
- subterfuge that he claims he will end, or is immune to. I want an answer. Please, explain it to me, because I am lost....so confused....
- Belittles and tears down his opposition to make himself seem grand and find and wise. A talented liar--the very spirit of the political
- The people who are interviewed say, "nothing has gotten done in the White house!" And your answer is a TYRANT? Yea, a tyrant, one who
- I honestly, very seriously, want to know what could make a liar like him, a fraud like him, viable as a candidate for you.
- insult his competition? Why is he a serious candidate? Are you valiantly translating his black heart into politically forward thoughts?
- How can you believe in him? How can you believe in a man like that? A man who smirks as someone else endorses him, then takes the stage to
- All he's said and done and supported, hatred and misogyny, open distrust of our neighbors, protecting himself with fallacy-heavy arguments..
- I don't want "you're too young to understand!" or one of those barely-hidden insults to Obama. Give me one good reason to vote for him.
- First hating on Muslin People, now putting Christians on a Pedestal... Why are you listening to him? Seriously. Not offensively.
- How can a Presidential Candidate not know about Separation of Church and state?
- hated for a long time, is a "wonderful" human being now that he's endorsing Trump. Things of this vein. I'm so angry I can't even start....
- That the "merry Christmas" banners will be held high for the Christian Americans, so harshly oppressed! That Christie, who Trump has openly
- Trump endorsed by Governor Christie, apparently as a response to being roasted by Marco Rubio. Trump makes a speech:
Peter Gracey
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