"hey Payton if u have a cell and u can text i really need to talk to u could u text me at 9207234250 when you have time thanx (its not anythn about u really its just i need to talk to u about jacob) than
thanx*"
Oh shit. I take out my phone and type quick as my fingers can manage:
My text: Hey. What's up Hun?
Her: Ya im okay and hes okay i just felt a little sad
Oh. What's going on? Can I help?
Well its hard for me to talk to Jacob he doesnt call me when hes at college he doesnt email he said he missed u when i tell him i miss him he never says he misses me. i tell him i love love him and i got an i know i just really want to know if he loves me back i really want to know whats going through his head but he never tells me i just dont know what to do so i thought if he talks to u mayb u could ask him about me
i just want to know the truth
Ask him for it. Love isn't meant to cower, but to admire from afar. I think Jacob... he isn't a one for monologues of immortal Passion, Hillary.
Idk wut those words mean im sorry 'IchLiebeDich'
He's for quiet glances and the important moments in life. He UNDERSTANDS people. Talk to him; let him get rid of your turmoil. It isn't for me to help or hinder those moments. Oh... right. Which ones? Cower means to crouch in fear or shy away. Monologue is like a single person speaking with big, important thoughts.
i do talk to him he forgot about my familys thanxgiving i love him. i try talking to him and all i get is ive been busy he didnt answere any of my questions
Give him space? Talk about HIM? Jacob's so full of treasure. Get to know him; everybody changes.
Oh ok so i shuldnt be worried bc what matters is him and i make eachother happy =)
No. I'm saying don't write him off as "the boyfriend". He's a person and you need to appreciate him as such. He's a good man--and those are rare.
ur right hes the nicest guy i ever ment he makes me smile and laugh we dont fight its a good relationship but i never dated someone like him well i dated him twice b4 so i guess i new what i was gettin into i guess it just thought it be different thanx for talking to me i feel better its just hard not seeing him all hte time i care for him so much. i just dont want to lose him for the third time.
People change. You have and so has he. Learn the new him... and make him happy. I think... I think that'll help.
how do i learn the new him?! =))
That's up to you hun. But I'm always here to talk.
Thank you payton jacob comes home this weekend and ill try my best to get to kno the new him ur an amazing friend never had one like u =D thanx again
I think Jacob loves me. I think he has for a long time. And knowing I've hurt another person like that, just by being me, made them happy and yet sad.... is something that's hard for me.
God Damn it, I just want you all to be happy. Can't we please work on that?
Oh shit. I take out my phone and type quick as my fingers can manage:
My text: Hey. What's up Hun?
Her: Ya im okay and hes okay i just felt a little sad
Oh. What's going on? Can I help?
Well its hard for me to talk to Jacob he doesnt call me when hes at college he doesnt email he said he missed u when i tell him i miss him he never says he misses me. i tell him i love love him and i got an i know i just really want to know if he loves me back i really want to know whats going through his head but he never tells me i just dont know what to do so i thought if he talks to u mayb u could ask him about me
i just want to know the truth
Ask him for it. Love isn't meant to cower, but to admire from afar. I think Jacob... he isn't a one for monologues of immortal Passion, Hillary.
Idk wut those words mean im sorry 'IchLiebeDich'
He's for quiet glances and the important moments in life. He UNDERSTANDS people. Talk to him; let him get rid of your turmoil. It isn't for me to help or hinder those moments. Oh... right. Which ones? Cower means to crouch in fear or shy away. Monologue is like a single person speaking with big, important thoughts.
i do talk to him he forgot about my familys thanxgiving i love him. i try talking to him and all i get is ive been busy he didnt answere any of my questions
Give him space? Talk about HIM? Jacob's so full of treasure. Get to know him; everybody changes.
Oh ok so i shuldnt be worried bc what matters is him and i make eachother happy =)
No. I'm saying don't write him off as "the boyfriend". He's a person and you need to appreciate him as such. He's a good man--and those are rare.
ur right hes the nicest guy i ever ment he makes me smile and laugh we dont fight its a good relationship but i never dated someone like him well i dated him twice b4 so i guess i new what i was gettin into i guess it just thought it be different thanx for talking to me i feel better its just hard not seeing him all hte time i care for him so much. i just dont want to lose him for the third time.
People change. You have and so has he. Learn the new him... and make him happy. I think... I think that'll help.
how do i learn the new him?! =))
That's up to you hun. But I'm always here to talk.
Thank you payton jacob comes home this weekend and ill try my best to get to kno the new him ur an amazing friend never had one like u =D thanx again
I think Jacob loves me. I think he has for a long time. And knowing I've hurt another person like that, just by being me, made them happy and yet sad.... is something that's hard for me.
God Damn it, I just want you all to be happy. Can't we please work on that?
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