Friday, January 20, 2012

Wild: My poor, misguided Earth; three times in Love with me

Lady says:
 It's all.
 I just wanted to tell you that your Seat... it's always open for you.
 That there is always a place in my heart for you.
 That you kept the human in me a live a really long time
 and I don't forget that merely because of proximity or that we've grown closer to the stars in our heavens.
 That has not--never will be--my nature, Elizabeth.
 I hurt you.
 I didn't realize it, and I have feared to discuss it you, but I did, Elizabeth.

Aary says:
 You noticed?

Lady says:
 I didn't mean to.
 Please, God, tell me you know that?

Aary says:
 I'm not going to lie.
 I hated you.
 Hated you for hurting me over and over and not realizing it even.

Lady says:
 I didn't understand, Elizabeth.
 I was too young.

Aary says:
 We lost the excuse of youth at 18.
 I've made mistakes and I've hurt many people, but I can't hide behind youth.
El, the only reason I didn't completely cut my ties to you was become a small part of me watned to believe you really didn't mean to hurt me.
Lady says:
 The idea that anyone could love me.... really love me.... after....
Aary says:
 *deep breath*
Lady says:
 I couldn't wrap my head around it.
 I still can't.
Aary says:
 I let go of my hate.
Lady says:
 I wasn't ready for you.
Aary says:
 *presses a finger to your lips*
 My time to talk. You listen. Then you talk.  behind youth.
That time has come and gone.
 Right now, I see you as my Sister. My element Sister, as you have been for me for many ages.
I hope can accept that.
Lady says:
 You know I can.
 Elizabeth, please know.... I never meant to hurt you.
Aary says:
 I hope you mean that.
Lady says:
 ...There are things that I tell you without the taste of immortality on my lips, or knowledge graved in my glass-colored eyes. There are things I say
 which are human
 and this is one: I love you. I will always love you.
 But I couldn't understand, couldn't accept, that you; you who knew my monsters, could love me that way.
And when I did understand.... I had just met Finley, and...
Aary says:
 And he was your prince charming.
Lady says:
 I expected you to take me. Take what you want.
 Win me.
ary says:
 ...dearest, I am *not* a prince.
 I will not duel another person over your heart.
Lady says:
 I loved you.
Aary says:
 Who you give it to is your choice.
And I appreciate it.
Lady says:
 *Takes hand and presses it to her face* And my choice.... is to love you.
 My choice.....
 Is to have you forgive me one day, to earn back your trust.
 For now...
 I have my vampires to slay, and a nobility to uproar.
Aary says:
 Sounds fun.
Lady says:
 IF you're near Madison and desire a Revel, it's at a bar/club called Chrome.
 Google it, it's a well-known Vampyre bar.
 Don't come alone if you go, and warn them.
 Your company.
 But by God, we're discussing this later.
 For a long time.
Aary says:
 Unlikely I ever will, but you never kno.
Lady says:
 Because I need to talk to you about this.
 And you, you need to tell me about it too.
Aary says:
 ....what's "it"?
Lady says:
 Your heart.
 My heart.
 And the future.
Aary says:
 A roomate without alergies hopefully...
 I want my herb garden!
 I miss my babies...;

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