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On the river, on the river
waves as swift as love is rampant
my sun my moon, together with me
on my river, my river
my loves, my eternity.

Things have happened since then, but I remember their expressions when we tumbled
the silly lifejackets
kindness and love, together, friendship
I will remember this
as I will remember my feet in the water
the shore on my knees
my blood in the water, whisking in the sparkling sun.

I love them.
I love them, and tonight I must remember them
before my fears can overcome me
before I remember Azrael's kisses or forsaken dreams
dreams not mine, ones I don't want.

There is much to write about
but there is nothing else to say.