Special

when was the last time anybody other than me cleaned the bathroom? You assholes. Whatever, I'll do it. Everybody just do a tapdance on my face, it'll be fine. Good God.... so much work to do... Taylor's gone.... ugh. Why is it always me again? why?

Everything is me..

Last night I had a dream I was attacked in a park by a man with a lazy eye and black hair. I found him off valiantly... and Kate saw.

And... a cross of Eliac and me said, "I wish this didn't happen. I am attacked every day." And we hid in a cave while his followers searched for us... and escaped in time for halloween.

Oh Halloween there was a festival, with many challenges. We all had to fight in random places, but I kept picturing rooms from the dream-high school I'm always going to while I'm asleep. And I found someone who'd made her cry; her eyes were all read and glistening. I asked her what was wrong and she said, "I don't want to talk about it right now, Pete," after pointedly glancing around at all the people, like we were friends and I had a nickname.

 And then I fought again, this time against thunder-cat pirates, and won. They all worked for the Roses. Ryan--a different Ryan than Azrael; it's a common enough name--warned me....

I'll never find out what happened.

I was woken up.

TO CLEAN.