Finley came. He's bringing me chocolate.
Me: I know you're busy... I just want to talk to you. Please?
Her: Whats up
Me: You remember all those people at Festivus who promised not to judge me? Who left their good wishes and promises in my heart as a token of faith to my humanity?
Yeah, they left. They left with their good wishes and promises and all I have left is the used up token....
simple english: I am lonely.
I just want someone to talk to me. That's all I want.
Her: I am sorry. Personally for not using my free time for you when i should
Me: I am tired of people breaking their promises to me. I am rejected by people who liked me such a short time ago... Kate I have spoken and heard from three people this summer. Three. And you aren't one of them... so I can ask what I did wrong? Please. Please tell me what I did.
Her: Why does it always have to be your fault someone else is a shitty friend
Me: You aren't. Many people remind me of your good qualities. Surely the fact this happens EVERY SUMMER AND BREAK is not YOUR fault?
Her: I am at a loss for words right now
Me: I'm sorry. I just feel lonely, and people like you make it go away.
Her: Well i am glad. You inferiorate of tho (what does this mean, exactly?)
Me: Will you see me soon?
....Please?
Her: What are you doing sunday night. No concrete promises cuz do have to double check with the mother but i would like you to spend the night
Me: I am entirely available, Kate. Thank you.
Her: see its not really that big of a deal in just very lazy sometimes :(
Me: You... are not... lazy.
Her: yea i am but your sweet.
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