Special: stupid, stupid hot-head... you robbed me of my cuddle buddy! D:

There's a bat in the church, aside from the dead one. I couldn't find him, no matter how I looked, pleaded, sang, and called, and it occurred to me that this was very much like getting a friend to come over. From then on, I continued to mentally call the bat 'Kate', if only to amuse myself.

That's not the point of this, but I don't need to say what that point is. If you know me, you'll infer it.

-I am good, I am a light
-Finley has told me that he will be happy to change WITH me
-I curse like a teething pup. Just... not stereotypically
+I am proud of who I am
-I am really, honestly different if you get to know me--and if you take that time, you might be surprised to learn how much you'll like that
-Katie is proud of me
-Oy, daylight. I need my belt and shirt back eventually. I don't actually care about the clothing, but I am always looking for an excuse to be near you. Be safe enough to not think and just falling asleep is rare for me.
-I am encouraged in the fact that my friendships, at least the ones I maintain, are strong
-I am weak in how much this effects me (?)
-Because my few friendships are busy elsewhere, my lonely life attempts to confuse me far too often
-"...and loving kindness, both day AND night..."



+Sun
-bright, happy, colorful
-has occasional dark periods
-burns those who are not prepared to embrace the shine and light
-Trusting, willing to offer herself to those she trusts
-"OCD"
-Strong, endurance is high
-Afraid to feel ''weak''
-beautiful
-kind, good, valiant
-clever and funny
-clings to good qualities
-judges each situation differently
-fears the moon, which is surrounded by dark

+Moon
-dark parts
-light is there, too
-you need to know the moon well enough to search for it
-kindness, gentleness, undying loyalty and love
-a warrior of both the mind and body, the Moon defends the one he loves
-The dark color spectrum makes the bright color appearances from the moon more rare and wonderful
-the Moon has itself trapped in its eyes, those who look will fall in love instantly
-the Moon secretly envies the Sun
-mythology lives and breathes through this one, if also recognized by Sun
-can speak the way I speak
-Mediates in times of trouble; the moon can cast light where it seeks
-The moon has Phases; the sun does not


There is much to list, many complexes to think about, when faced with this comparison. Many metaphors, many efforts, many layers. Layers on layers on layers on layers on layers, each a thread in a tapestry that stretches a wall.

It would take many words and many hours to be fulfilled with your worth, my heavens.... but you are my heart.

With you behind me, I am confident we will move forward. You will both be characters in my new novel, because I'm in there, too...